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Sunday, February 7, 2010

Done with it all...

As the title says, I'm done with it all. The melodrama...the gaining...and all the other stressful shit in my life. I'm finally free of it all.
So...to further elaborate...I'm going to tell a story. All names will be with held because if I were to use the person's name, it would sully their name...Like they tried to sully my name...and I'm not going to stoop to their level. BUT...anywho:

So I'm sick of this person's melodrama and bullshit. All they ever did to me was whine and complain about their crappy self esteem, their insecurities, and how lonely they are. They never could just contact me to have a normal conversation...NOPE! It had to be fucking drama. Then they confronted me because I was flirting with the person they wanted to be with; which I had no idea about and said I was sorry. Then...they try to go to friends of mine and tell them I'm trying to move in on their person. WHAT THE FUCK! It's total bullshit!!! I had no idea, and stopped. HOWEVER, I won't stop being friends with the person I was accidentally flirting with because this person was fucking jealous of my friendship with them. I did admit that I really liked the guy I was accidentally flirting with but I stopped it at me wanting them to be my "brother." So in the end I dropped the drama queen bitch, we no longer talk...and I will never be around to listen to their whiny ass again. HUZZAH!!
(Little back story...)(We had a fight a few months ago and I still wanted to be friends with the whiny guy...so we talked again and I tried to fix our friendship. HOWEVER, the whiny bastard didn't even put any effort in trying to fix our friendship.) Anyone who is too fucking insecure and has trust issues to try and help a friendship doesn't deserve any until they can sort out their own fucked up lives. (Sorry if I went off on a bit of a rant. XD Re-leaving penned up anger)

As for the gaining...it just isn't working out. I can't seem to put a damn ounce on...so I'm giving it up and just going to let it be. If I get skinny or fat...whatever.

I will do a blog post from time to time...but I may just make a personal blog if anyone is just interested in my life in general. Well...that's about it I guess.
Until next time...