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Friday, November 27, 2009

Thanksgiving!

Happy Thanksgiving everybody! Even though I'm writing this a little over an hour past midnight that day after Thanksgiving, but anyways; I hope everyone had a great thanksgiving with lots of Turkey.

So to start things off I really want to get this off my chest. My Thanksgiving was a bust. I'm going to spare you on the details; so basically my parents fought before dinner and my drunk mother did her infamous 50 mood changes per 30 minutes. x.x The food was great and I got quite the bit of leftovers to bring back with me; so tomorrow/today should have a bit more to it. Aside from the failed Thanksgiving, I went to see my love because I told them about what happened. I got permission from their mom to come hang out, and so I did. It really cheered me up, but before I went over I was showering and I felt a piece of poetry coming so I memorized it as best as I could and I put it up online. here it is for anyone who is interested:

Downpour
I stand here, the water pouring down onto me.
The constant noise of an extremely fast heart beat and static on the TV.
My head drenched to the scalp; leaned back
The weight of my wet hair felt like a heavy burden
Is it so simple as to just get out of the water?
In the end I open my eyes.
It hurts.

Anyways I'm still around 155 and hanging on as best as I can. Hopefully once I get a donation/job I can start affording to eat out every night and maybe put back on the weight that I lost and more.

Oh well, until next time readers,
Yteuc (Adios)

Monday, November 23, 2009

Nov 23, 2009

Ok so things are getting down to the nitty-gritty for me. Job hunting still sucks ass. Applied to over 25 places this past week, all through emailing them about jobs THEY posted on craigslist.com. I have yet to hear back from ANY of them.

Gaining-wise I've managed to stop at 155, but I really do want to go back up. Well hopefully things will look up later this month or next month.